Greed
***
Chapter 1
How did I get here?
32 years old standing over a dead body, covered in someone else’s blood with a
grin on my face and feeling pretty pleased with myself. I used to be a good
person, did all my exams in school, got a degree, and worked my way up the
career ladder. I even bagged myself a beautiful wife who once loved me more
than anything else in the world until one day something popped in my head.
Something made that red mist fall in front of my eyes. Life became a blur. I
started to lose control and all because I was greedy and wanted more. Why is it
that us human beings want more? Why is money the thing that makes us do things,
changes the people we are just so we can get our hands on that little bit more?
You might be thinking that’s not you, but it’s the person I’ve become today,
Josh Bennett. I look like the normal average guy. I eat cornflakes for
breakfast and like two sugars in my coffee, I lie to my wife Lucinda every day
when she thinks I’m off to work for a top blue-chip company in central London.
I drive a six Series BMW worth forty-five grand and like to listen and sing to
the cheesy pop songs when they come on the radio.
It all started not
so long ago when I was out with friends. The three of us usually went out on a
Saturday night to let our hair down and de-stress from the industrious working
lives we all lead to make an honest living.
We have a set
routine when we go out, start at Frank’s house with beers and have the
occasional sniff if it’s available. Then head out to a few bars drinking as
much as we can before entering a feisty night club after a twenty-minute battle
with the door staff on why we shouldn’t have to queue to get in.
I had too much to
drink and did a lot of drugs. We got into a little fight because Frank
accidentally pinched some girl’s arse with her boyfriend looking and eventually
we all got thrown out.
I was walking home
alone through the streets of East London Greenwich. I hear a strange noise
coming from a dark alley. It sounded like someone or something was in pain.
I make my way down
the alley, and in the distance, I can just make out two figures standing over
what I assume is a third. The person on the floor is moving but not making much
noise, being drunk I stumble slightly and my foot slides across the floor
making a scraping sound.
Without any warning
one of the figures run at me and throw me onto the ground with a thud and knock
the wind out of me. I gasp for breath whilst my diaphragm goes into spasm with
the impact and eventually settles, and my breathing is comfortable again.
As I try to get back
to my feet, I get knocked to the floor with a blow to the left side of my head
opening a cut instantly. As this happened, I flinched holding the wound when
another blow took the wind out of me again, a shot straight to the ribs with
some sort of bat, and I even felt a rib crack, the force was like I was being
hit by a car at 50 mph. I lay on the floor and took the blows of the bat and
yelped in pain.
Both guys were
standing over me, I decided to play dead from this time just to help prevent
any further blows as I don’t think I could take much more. I hear one of them
say.
‘Do you think he saw
anything?’
‘Probably he’s quite
close. We need to get rid of him and that other body.’ Said the other. ‘Moody
we need to be more careful, he could have been a copper!’ I lay there as still
as I can when I feel another sharp blow to the head, I yelp out again and it
all goes black.
When I came too I
remembered what had happened, I was sat upright in a chair with my hands tied
behind my back and the pain hits me like someone has injected sulphuric acid
into my brain and all the organs in my body. I look around the room, my head
feeling a little fuzzy and blurry. I notice that I’m in some sort of cellar or
basement of a pub or nightclub. I could see barrels of beer with pumps
attached, and the air smelt of stale lager and cigarettes. There is the
thumping of music in the background and people laughing and chatting. Not
really sure what to do, whether it was a good idea or not, I shout out at the
top of my voice.
‘Help!’ And waited
for a minute or two and shouted ‘help’ again. The door to the cellar creaks
open and in walks a tall well-built guy around six-foot tall, blues jeans on
and a tight white t-shirt. He had dark-brown hair with an attempted style to
it. His face looked rough and was unshaven.
‘Why don’t you shut
up’ He said shouting at me. I decide to keep my mouth shut and not anger this
guy.
‘I wouldn’t try to
be brave little man?’ I still remain silent, and he walks up close to me almost
his face touching mine.
‘We need to ask you
a few things, and you’re going to answer us, understand?’ Then left the room
slamming the door behind him.
What felt like hours
later he returned and had another guy with him, this guy was short and fat,
well dressed in a black pin-stripe suit, nice silk orange tie and a white
shirt.
‘This is the guy we
found snooping around’ said the taller guy.
‘Interesting’ said
the short guy shaking his head.
‘Fuck!!! What are we
going to do? We can’t have this guy walking the streets now he’ll go straight
to the police, as soon as we let him go.’
‘Yes very true, ok
kill him but keep it humane the last thing we need is evidence scattered all
over this room.’ Insisted the shorter guy, he cleared his throat and walked out
with the door slamming behind him. I just starred at this guy for a minute, and
he glared back at me.
‘What’s happening?’
I asked nervously.
‘Not much, don’t
worry this will only hurt for a second.’ Putting a cold blade to my throat,
fear struck through my body. Is this it? Is this how I’m meant to die in this
shitty cellar, with a slit throat? As an attempt to try to save my skin, I
start to beg. ‘Please don’t kill me please, I have a wife I really don’t want
to die I’ll do anything you name it and I’ll do it please?’
‘Shut it little
man!’ He screamed in my face with a little bit of spit spraying over me. I felt
this sudden rush of adrenaline and anger run through my body, it was pure
survival. I didn’t want to die. I twist and turn my body frantically and the chair
fell over banging my head on the floor.
‘Untie me you
bastard, untie me now and I’ll do anything absolutely anything.’ I was
literally begging for my life and burst into tears.
There was a loud noise and the short guy
walked back into the room, grabbed the tall guy by the throat.
‘Don’t kill this guy
we could use him for some work.’
‘I think we just
need to get rid of him he’s too risky.’
‘Think about it, you
have another job on tonight and could do with his help.’ I heard him say.
‘Ok’ said the tall
guy reluctantly. He came over to me held the cold blade to my throat grabbed my
hair and yanked my head back pressing the blade firmly on my skin.
‘Now listen to me,
I’m going to throw you a lifeline. If you don’t cooperate with me next time
this blade goes in understand?’ I struggle to get the words out of my mouth but
manage a pitiful.
‘Yes.’ He pulled me
up to my feet and untied my hands from behind my back.
The short guy got up
close, so close I could smell the stale smell of tobacco and whisky on his
breath,
‘So what do we have
here?’ Pulling my wallet out of my pocket he then took out my driving licence.
‘32 Sudeley Street,
nice place? Tell you what don’t answer that, I’ll go and see it for myself, and
who’s this?’ pulling out a picture of my wife in her underwear. ‘She is fine my
friend.’
‘Look guys what is
it you want me to do? I’ll do anything please don’t hurt my wife please.’
‘This is the deal, I
need you to go with my mate Jimmy here’ glancing over to the tall guy. ‘You
will work with him tonight. You need to clean yourself up and breathe a word of
any of this to anyone then you know what the alternative option is.’
‘Yeah I suppose’ not
having a clue what it was I would be doing but I knew it wasn’t going to be
legal. He then turned and walked out the door throwing my wallet onto the floor
and shouted.
‘Jimmy, go and
finish the job I’m paying you for and if this guy doesn’t cooperate or tries
anything, then kill him.’
Jimmy came over to
me,
‘You heard the man,
if you try anything I will actually kill you, understand?’
‘Yes yes, I get it!’
I looked him square in the eye. Feeling brave I said back to him, ‘If you hurt
my wife I’ll kill you!’
‘Ha ha. Keep that
attitude and you’ll fit well round here mate.’ I picked up my wallet off the
floor and Jimmy handed me a bag.
‘Put these on and
clean yourself up. The last thing we need is you bringing any attention to
yourself covered in blood.’ So I took the bag and did exactly that and Jimmy
left the room to get on with things.
About 30 minutes
later Jimmy returned with a pint of lager and handed it to me.
‘Don’t think I’m
soft because I’m not but thought you could do with this to help settle you a
little.’ Without saying a word I took the pint glass and guzzled half of the
pint. It felt good, I could feel it trickling down through my insides, beer has
never tasted this good.
‘Right follow me! We have got a long night
ahead of us.’ I followed Jimmy through the door up the stairs and into a bar.
The music was loud
and full of people dancing, drinking, chatting, etc. With no idea I was down
there. One girl checked me out as I walk past and winked at me. A tall leggy
blonde, big breasted, big blue eyes and pink lipstick. She looked like a dirty
porn star. I blanked her completely with no interest at all.
We finally got
outside and it was nice to breathe in the fresh air, my head still hurt and my
ribs were killing me, I was finding it quite difficult to actually walk. Jimmy
pulled a car key out of his pocket and clicked open a black Vauxhall Vectra
next to us.
‘This is my work
car’ he said as he was getting in, I was contemplating on legging it down the
road, but knew I couldn’t get very far with the amount of pain I’m in plus they
both knew where I lived and that fat bastard has seen my wife and would probably
want an excuse to go and pay her a visit.
I followed Jimmy
into his car and sat in the front passenger seat. The car absolutely stunk of
cigarettes, looking around it was filthy full of rubbish and shit, I just I
hope this is a short journey. I just want to get home to my wife.
About twenty minutes
later we pulled up outside a grotty looking bar. It was just on the outskirts
of East London. Jimmy pulled up the handbrake and turned to me.
‘This is where we
just sit and wait,’ in a slow croaky whisper.
‘Mind if I open the
window, it stinks in here?’
‘It’s probably the
dead body in the boot! Doesn’t take too long before they start to smell.’ Jimmy
said with a chuckle. I just stared at
him with disbelief.
‘Just kidding’ he
said, ‘we’re more careful than that, Police can smell a body a mile off.’ I
ignored him and just focused my sight on a street lamp outside just to try to
get my mind away from the evil sitting next to me.
‘I’m waiting for a
short fat guy, my intelligence team told me he’s in an England football top,
bald head, short and fat in that bar over there’ pointing to another grotty
looking bar about one hundred yards down the road. I stared at him trying to
work out what actually goes on in that head of his.
‘Who are you
people?’
‘All in good time my
friend’ he whispered to me looking very pleased with himself.
‘Sorry I really
don’t think I can be any part of this.’ I undid my seatbelt and made a move to
leave.
‘Sorry fella, but I
can’t let you go, you heard what the boss said at the bar, try anything and I
get to kill you, remember?’ Grinning from ear to ear, it was like he was
enjoying the power.
‘But I’m just not
cut out for this, especially if you’re going to do what I think you’re going to
do.’
‘Fella!’ He shouted,
‘you don’t have much choice, we know where you live if you walk now, you die
and so does that pretty little wife of yours. So sit back relax and learn
something.’ I just sat there in silence. I’m being held against my will for the
first time in my life and all I wanted to do was go home. It was about four
o’clock in the morning, Lucinda my wife was going to be wondering where I am.
I’m tired and my whole body aches. This is the last place I wanted to be.
‘Look fella there he
is’ pointing in the direction of this short fat looking guy with an England
football shirt on. ‘This guy is a rapist’ he said ‘and I’m getting twenty large
ones to take him down’ smiling looking very pleased with himself.
Jimmy started the
engine of the car and slowly drove up the road towards this fat guy who was
staggering across the pavement. He then turned and walked down an alleyway and
appeared as though he was taking a piss. Jimmy stopped the car, ran up behind
the guy and sprayed something in his face, the fat guy immediately dropped to
the floor like nothing I’ve ever seen before. He then dragged the guy over to
the car and pulled him onto the back seat, ran round, jumped back behind the
wheel and off we drove down the road. Jimmy looked at me and smiled,
‘This is the fun
part.’ And off we went.
It was now ten to
five in the morning and we have pulled up next to a large lake, I had no idea
where we were. Jimmy got out the car and said,
‘Follow me.’ He
opened the rear door and pulled the fat guy out of the car, still not moving.
‘Is he dead?’ I
asked
‘Yeah, he died
instantly.’
‘How is he dead?’ I
asked.
‘Can’t tell you that
yet mate, right what I need you to do is slit his throat. It’s not going to be
as bad as you think but it has to be done ok.’ He pulled a blade from the boot
of the car which looked like a carving knife.
‘I can’t do that!’
There was no way, I’m not that sort of person, part of me wanted to put the
blade in Jimmy, I hated the situation he’s put me in. Knowing I’m not going to
have a choice in this I started to get scared, my whole body was shacking. I
felt sick to the stomach at the thought of carrying this out. I then felt
something touch my shoulder, it was Jimmy and he has a sawn off shot gun
pointing at me with a look in his eyes he was enjoying every second.
‘Look fella, if you
don’t do this I will blow the brains out of that head of yours. This guy is a
filthy rapist and he deserves everything he gets. He’s dead anyway, won’t feel
a thing. Now hurry the fuck up we are running out of time.’ I grunted, took the
blade from Jimmy, knelt down next to the fat guy, rolled him onto his back and
placed my hand on his forehead. Jimmy then nudged me and handed me a pair of
rubber gloves.
‘You’ll need these’
he said with a smile. I couldn’t believe I was doing this, never thought I’d
get to the point in my life where I would do this to someone. I kept repeating
in my head - Just remember this is to save my life and more importantly to save
my wife’s life after this then life would all go back to normal.
I took the blade,
rested it against the fat guy’s neck, took a deep breath then quickly and
sharply cut the flesh. I was surprised how easily this was done and hardly any
blood.
All of a sudden I
felt shameful, I sat down on the grass
and started to sob, this could be someone’s dad or someone’s son what have I
done? Jimmy looked at me and strangely put his hand on my shoulder. I jumped up
and started to push him and shouted at him.
‘You! You! Made me
do this, you bastard, how? Why?’ I was hysterical and emotional. Jimmy slapped
me across the face hard, my cheek burned. Then shouted.
‘Pull yourself
together, I was the same as you the first time I did something like this. We
don’t have much time, we need to get rid of the body.’
‘Why was it
necessary to mutilate him like this?’ I asked.
‘It’s the client’s
requirement, as evidence that he is dead.’ Jimmy explained as though it was
normality.
Jimmy then pulled
out his mobile phone and took a picture of me next to the dead body.
‘Fuck, why did you
do that?’ I shouted Jimmy smiled at me.
‘You’re definitely
not going to the police now are you?’
‘Fuck, fuck, fuck
this is entrapment.’ How can I have been so stupid?
Jimmy then placed
the body and the remains in the car, pulled a can of petrol from the boot and
poured petrol all over the inside of the car. He then lit a cigarette, took two
large drags from it and with no warning at all threw it into the car. With a
loud thud the car went up in flames, the heat from it was so intense I had to
run to get away from it. Jimmy stood there for a second and smiled, I could
hear the crackling of the fat guy’s body cooking in the heat.
‘Ok’ I said, ‘How
are we going to get out of here now?’
‘Like I said’ said
Jimmy, ‘that car was my work car and not technically mine, stolen in fact. I
have other arrangements for us to get back to town, don’t worry and follow me.’
We walked for approximately three miles without saying a word, Jimmy then
turned to me.
‘You did well
tonight’ I wasn’t sure whether to take that as a compliment or not, I just
beheaded someone and was in shock from all that I had witnessed.
We eventually got to
a row of parked cars. Jimmy pulled another car key from his pocket and unlocked
a silver Mercedes SL350.
‘Now this is my car’
looking all smug and very pleased with himself.
‘Fucking fantastic,
can you take me home please?’ Not actually giving a shit about what car he had
at this point, I don’t think Jimmy liked my sarcasm either.
We headed towards
London and Jimmy dropped me off where they originally beat the shit out of me.
‘This is where I’m
stopping mate.’ Said Jimmy. I jumped out the car and just before I shut the
door I looked him in the eyes.
‘We’re not mates and
never will be,’ slamming the door behind me. Jimmy then wound down the window,
‘See you soon
friend’ and drove off. I took a deep breath and headed for home, all I could
think about was the possibility of getting caught, what had just happened and
what will Lucinda think of me if she ever found out about this. My head was
bowed down and I was feeling extremely sorry for myself. I didn’t feel ready to
go home but with the sun pretty much coming up I didn’t really have much choice
so I headed for home.
***
Buy book from: Amazon.com or you can buy it from: Amazon.co.uk or: download from Apple iBooks, Kobo, diesel-ebooks and Smashwords
No comments:
Post a Comment